grow heavy. ::le sigh:: i don't have enough fingers and toes to count how many people i miss TERRIBLY, heart-wrenchingly, painfully, on a daily basis. Warped Tour was probably the best and worst thing i ever did: i met some of the most amazing people that i'm now blessed to call friends and family, but now i have to live every day without them. i guess that's the cool thing about music, i can feeling connected to them just by throwing on my headphones or listening to my iTunes (or lurking MySpace...haha) it's so weird to feel like i have a life plan right now. like, without an actual plan before, anything was possible and there was no real room for disappointment. now it's like, i know exactly what i want, and i MUST get it because if i don't get it, it will feel like an epic loss. graduate from FIT. FINALLY. FOR THE LAST TIME. EVER. celebrate multiple graduations (mine, sister's, mom's, emily's, brother's) in Mexico. ole! move to LA, with or wit...