unfortunately, there's no Right answer.
i'm constantly going back and forth in my head as to what the "right" path is to take on this particular issue that's been, i guess for lack of a better term, plaguing me for the past couple months. the nature of the matter is one that cannot be solved by logic, and i'm trying to come to conclusions based on past experience and mistakes, but i'm just still so unsure of what my next move should be. the best conclusion i can come to is RUN.