I Have No Idea What I'm Doing.

this is my "i'm studying US history on a saturday night and i dont feeeeeel like it" face...and that's loseph staring at me. also, it's so rainy and blustery here that there's actually been a storm warning issued. detrimental winds and flood warnings and such. how lovely. back to learning about the South now. ::sigh::

courtesy of one of my bffs, miss chastine vosvick . when i saw it, it made my insides sparkle :) still think i'm getting sick, but going to work today doesn't seem too entirely oppressive as the rain leaves me with two options: stay inside and be utterly unproductive (well, i guess i could keep working on that study sheet for US history...) or stay inside at work and make some money. not the most glorious forecast, but i do look forward to the sunshine in my future.

rain, NY rain especially, has the uncanny ability to almost entirely suck the life out of me. it's pretty terrible, i'd say. i look forward to living in a climate where rain is practically a myth, and occurs so rarely that the natives become a little frightened when it does. Los Angeles, i'm looking at you. my throat feels scratchy and i've been practically in a coma all day. thumbs way down. also...i really wish i had a boy to talk to. i mean, there's a long list of people i'm sure i could have a friendly text conversation with while i study for my US history exam for the next hour, but they're pretty much all girls and no disrespect to my lovely lady friends: i'd really like a nice dude to talk to. i had one of those for awhile, effed that up royally and now, even though we're talking again, it's a little strained. i just told the only nice, single dude in my life lately that i couldn't speak to him anymore due to "extenuating circums...