should have known better

than to expect certain people to take me into consideration.

you know, it's funny. i fancy myself a pretty solid friend and yet some people are so self involved, it just doesn't matter. i don't buy people's affections, i don't go out of my way for any other reason than because I Want To. i have no ulterior motives, and i consider myself pretty genuine on almost all accounts.

oddly enough, sometimes that just ISN'T enough. even after two years of friendship...or "friendship" i guess? i dunno anymore. i can honestly say though that i'm offended, insulted, and just overall hurt.

i'm tired of giving everyone the benefit of the doubt. i quit.

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